Every moment you are awake, you fear. You feel fear crawling upon you every day, every minute, every moment. The fear of isolation. The fear of being misunderstood. The fear of life itself.
Drunk-called you 3 months after you left me, I Ignited that long-extinguished spark. Swallowing my pride for your sake, I Allowed you to enter my life again.
When I look back, I was never a part of your life,
It was all yellow
Unlike any other letter, X gave me too much pain.
I never got attracted to your voice, It were your whispers.
Today morning, I threw out my pillow and mattress along with their covers,
Utopia doesn’t exist as a world of words, but exists only in words.
Travels through time and space, Without living behind a trace.
